Sunday, 16 March 2014

My Thanatos (Self Destruction)

I cradle you, keep you warm
in the fragrant white sheets,
to your cry I react like a beast.

My Vanity, with your weak
white hands you grip my hair,
blond locks rain on your face.

My Ferocity, your voice is magnetic
and you put me in a frenzy
and lock ruby bracelets around my wrists.

My Compassion, you tear my breast
still there is no pain,
my brain cells locked in a jar far away.

My Eros, from my womb you came,
marching down the aisle
in a blanket of sweet dripping denial.

My little one, how gracious you are!
You are me as I am myself.
Your tiny fingers seem to love my neck,
the curve of my back,
the melody of the crack.

Angie Siljanoska