Showing posts with label Jim Stein. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jim Stein. Show all posts

Monday, 8 June 2015

The Machine I. - Part 2

             He found himself walking down a hall of immense proportions. Pieces of technology could be seen littering the ground, piled into high spires that reminded him of termite nests. Some of these mounds were connected to each other with bristling wires, while others lay dark and inert, disconnected from the larger network. A pinkish light filled the air, and a subsonic electric hum persistently vibrated in U.'s ribcage. U. could feel the hairs on his forearm standing to attention, as the currents of electricity blazed around them, a perfect matrix of unseen energy. Televisions of all sorts and brands lined the far walls, and were transmitting their content relentlessly. News feeds, CCTV, sitcoms, footage of the Rwanda massacres, commercials; all of them mingled in the pattern of an immensely complex Technicolor quilt.
            A stooped figure could be seen making the rounds from one TV cluster to another. Its hunched profile navigated between the high piles of machinery with surprising efficacy, occasionally climbing over some of the dead debris. It stopped for a while before some of the TVs and watched them, only to soon continue on, sometimes pausing for to kneel and check something at the base of one of the tall, lopsided spires. Under the person's touch some of the nodes lighted up, while others powered down, their lights ebbing away to darkness.
            U.'s guide patiently waited for the question.
            “Who is that?”
            “That is the Artifex. He maintains and tweaks the Machine, so that people like you may experience it to the fullest.”
            “What does he do here?”
            “He maintains and tweaks the Machine, so that people like you may experience it to the fullest.”
            U. took to sliding his fingers across the surfaces of the lopsided mounds by which he passed. Some parts of the spires were completely corroded, while others had a pristine metallic shine, while still others gave off sparks or oozed a strange type of bluish liquid which stuck to one's fingers and chilled the flesh. U. and his guide slowly moved through the jagged environment, and the guide patiently waited up for him when something peculiarly interesting occupied U.'s attention. The stooped, dwarfish figure of the Artifex paid no attention to them, and shimmied on as if they were not there. A deep hood shaded its face, and, although he strained his eyes, U. could not make out its features. Who was he?
            “You will know soon enough, U. Please, over there. The Machine is waiting.”
            The walls of the large warehouse space were lined with narrow, tall, sliding doors made of a cheap tin metal. The guide paused next to one of them, and motioned for U. to come nearer. He slid the doors deftly open, and the rattle of the thin doors pierced U.'s ears. He stepped forward.
            “Come in. Welcome to your Machine.” The two of them stepped into a small chamber. A padded reclining chair was connected to the surrounding walls by monolithic curbs which presumably sheltered sheaves of wires. All curbs and surfaces of the chamber were lined with dark, rubbery tubes, which occasionally connected to larger metallic vectors. The room was dark, and no sound yet escaped from the large contraption that nestled itself around the small padded settee which sat directly in the middle of the cramped room. The darkness was only pierced by a small aperture which looked up onto the night sky. The softly diffused moonlight settled itself directly on the central chair like a spotlight, giving it a seemingly white complexion.
            U. walked around the chamber, interested in every minute detail of the design. He saw large pistons being bathed in the blue cooling fluid, their metallic bodies being washed over like the faces of the drowned. Huge clusters of thin, white tubes lined the ceiling corners, where they rested like huge beehives. They looked down onto the room below, ominous, heavy, and seemingly about to tumble like a cluster of ripe grapes.
            Upon the touch of a button from the guide, the room lit up and the large white beehives started flashing like rainbow. The soft moonlight was ripped apart by the electric drizzle emitted from the screens and dials of the contraption.
             While U. was checking out the strange interior, the guide started a monologue, speaking softly.
            “This is your Machine. As you may have noticed, there are many Machines, all lining the walls of the Central Chamber. This means that not everyone has the same Machine as you do. They vary, because the experiences vary. You see, the Machine is an enigma, a labyrinth. It changes its physical properties - its circuits, its wiring, its software, everything – based on the mental capacities of the user. The users come together, and create its environment by themselves and for themselves. The nature of this process is still a mystery, and only Him, that great Artifex we've caught a glimpse of, knows the minute working s of it. And even he does not understand all.”
            “So what can I expect from it?” asked U. while slowly running his palm over a large copper dial.
            “You can expect all and nothing. You will fuse with the larger system of the great Machine. What happens there stays there for each to figure out for the self. It is a risk; it is an investment. Some stay linked to the Machine for decades and decades. Eventually, they atrophy, their mouths ooze a strange liquid, and their flesh turns rubbery and non-responsive. Some choose never to leave the labyrinth, and rather fuse, becoming one with that great, mysterious being. 
            Others enter the labyrinth's inner sanctum, receive, and re-emerge.
             You see, the Machine may be found everywhere, connected with other centres all over the world. It is in constant flux; it constantly evolves and morphs, growing new appendages, forming new connections, while letting others atrophy. It regulates itself, do you see? In this, it is an organism in the truest sense; yet, created by the celestial art of man.”
            Here the guide paused, and his eyes roamed the chamber with an appreciative air.
            “Have you been in the Machine?”
            “Yes. But I am only a servant. The Machine has been good to me.”
            U. noticed the guide kneeling mechanically by the door, his eyes still riveted on the glossy surfaces of the wired walls around him. The being sat down on its haunches, and bowed its back. Its forehead touched the ground with a metallic clink. Its back then returned to its upright position and it proceeded to reach into a small pouch in his caftan, pulling out a little copper card. It then got up and, with that peculiar rhythmic gait, walked over to the nearest greenly flashing terminal. The screen of the terminal was filled with algorithms, occasionally flashing geometrical shapes which mingled and coalesced into twirling, dynamic, psychedelic patterns, their permutations seemingly inexhaustible.
            “Are you ready to fuse?”
            “Yes.” said U. and his voice was surprisingly calm.
            “Then sit down.”
            U. proceeded to sit down into the soft settee which enveloped him like a bean bag chair.
            “Ab antiquo ad aeterno,” mumbled the guide and proceeded to swipe the copper card into a slot next to the main terminal. The Machine clicked and whirred, a myriad valves and lifter galleries sliding into place; it started its mad dash towards oblivion. A large headset, until then suspended a few feet above the central chair descended ominously onto U.'s face. Its touch was soft and rubbery, and U. could only see blackness. His body relaxed into the strange contraption, and his senses bristled with expectation.
            Then an explosion of colour and sound filled his brain until it overflowed with electric sensation and U. settled in for the long haul.

 Jim Stein

Wednesday, 22 April 2015

The Machine I.

U. knocked on the rusted door. Lightly at first with his knuckles, but soon he was slapping it with an open palm, so that the metal surface reverberated, and sent out chiming vibrations like a Tibetan bowl. The deserted alleyway which lay behind him was bathed in an acidic orange light, and he seemed to remember a darkened city street, peddling itself like a cheap hooker just beyond the alley's apex.
            No answer. U. knocked again, deliberately and with more determination. He sighed and looked around, back towards the way he came. The mouth of the alley loomed out onto the stiff darkness. The dirty street was not visible. It's out there, waiting, like a predator, perched and ready to pounce. But what does he know; what if the street is merely a dream? Is there even a street?
            Yes, there is; No pathos, please.
             “What?” U. spun around to see a lean yellowed face peering up at him. A being of small stature and dressed in a caftan made of coarse fabric was standing just beyond the opened door. Its mouth was set, and its black obsidian eyes radiated a reptile clarity.
            “I said: No pathos, please. Come in, U.”
The locked door now opened up onto a decrepit, long corridor. The concrete surfaces were humid, and a number of puddles reflected the meager white light. U. stepped in uncomfortably, one wary step, and looked down the long hallway. Another metal door could be seen at the far end, and above it a flickering fluorescent tube. He peered at the host who regarded him steadily.
            “I'm here for the Machine.”
            “Yes, I know… Come in.”
            “Right” U. stepped in a few more steps, and the stranger closed the door behind them. The sound waves radiated down the hall, a sonic wall that filtered through your pores, vibrated through the flesh, and oozed out the other end. The guide moved down the hallway with a whimsical air, occasionally lightly brushing the peeling, white-washed walls with gaunt, yellowed fingers. Everything was wet and soggy, and the air smelled of fungus the further down the corridor they proceeded.  A moth flitted listlessly around an uncovered light bulb which hung down from the ceiling like a cadaver. It swayed to and fro, pitching the stark shadows back and forth across the walls.
            “So, quite a place here, right? And the Machine?”
            “Yes, the Machine”
            “Well, how is it doing?”
            The strange host paused in his gait to look U. directly in the eyes. U. could feel a million centipedes crawling through his brain as the stranger probed and prodded the tender recesses of his mind, the cobwebbed nooks and crannies of his grey matter; all with those black, beady eyes of his. U. could feel that a main nerve had been struck, and somewhere in his brain a meaty strip, about the size of an almond, started throbbing and convulsing, like a leech left out in the hot summer sun.
            The stranger looked away, and all the dire sensations immediately stopped. U. felt fresh, rejuvenated, and looked at the world around him with the clear mind of a freshly cuddled child. The tension in his shoulders disappeared, and his head became light as a feather. His spine regained a startlingly natural position.
            “It's doing great. It is the Machine… Please, through here.”
            The second door opened onto a large warehouse space. The cracked whitewash showed large patches of the crumbling bricks which lay underneath. Here too, all was soggy and decrepit, with rust coating the metal surfaces of the opened doors, as well as of the rows of metal pillars which receded ominously into the darkness stretching out ahead.
            “So, when do I start?” His words echoed through the large hall, and rebounded from unseen walls in a myriad of strange angles. U. uneasily tugged at his shirt cuffs. He was perspiring, and the humidity of the place was becoming unbearable.
            “You have started. Please, follow me.”
            The host resumed his steady gait, and could be seen shimmying along towards the other side of the space which lay in darkness. U. followed him, and the endless abyss of the warehouse made him feel very much agoraphobic.
            The interior reminded him of cathedrals he went to as a child. There, the ceilings stretched out and up into recesses too mysterious to mention; all the way up to where the big G., or so he was told, resided. He was apparently quite the fellow: stern but benevolent, tending his flock with a loving gaze, but willing to get his hands dirty when the going got tough and them no-goodnicks etc. etc.
            For U., however, what mattered was the abstract potential of that shaded realm beneath the cathedral's domed ceiling. It was the inkling of the Unknowable known, of the Unnameable named which thrilled U. to the deepest recesses of his, at that time still very well functioning, bone marrow.
             G. seemed to him more and more like a beautiful woman, elusive and coquettish; the primordial lover, who, constantly playful, albeit on occasion difficult made her way o
            Boom! The overhead fluorescent lights came on with a flash and filled the large, formerly dark, warehouse space with white light. U.'s eyes spasmodically tried to adjust. They drifted towards the high ceiling, only to see the intersecting steel beams which served to support the building's structure.  So very high above them, they created a static grid which carried the weight of the roof, and prevented the sagging walls of the immense structure from collapsing inwards. 
            The guide could be seen standing by a small metal door, his hand resting on a large pull-down light switch. He was looking at U., watching his reaction with no particular interest.
            “Please, stop dreaming U., it is bad for the Machine. Now, follow me.” Still attempting to get his bearings, U. bowed his head, and entered through the small door.
             He found himself walking down a hall of immense proportions.  Pieces of technology could be seen littering the ground, piled into high spires that reminded him of termite nests. Some of these mounds were connected to each other with bristling wires, while others lay dark and inert, disconnected from the larger network. A pinkish light filled the air, and a subsonic electric hum persistently vibrated in U.'s ribcage. U. could feel the hairs on his forearm standing to attention, as the currents of electricity blazed around them, a perfect matrix of unseen energy. Televisions of all sorts and brands lined the far walls, and were transmitting their content relentlessly. News feeds, CCTV, sitcoms, footage of the Rwanda massacres, commercials; all of them mingled in the pattern of an immensely complex Technicolor quilt.
            A stooped figure could be seen making the rounds from one TV cluster to another. Its hunched profile navigated between the high piles of machinery with surprising efficacy, occasionally climbing over some of the dead debris. It stopped for a while before some of the TVs and watched them, only to soon continue on, sometimes pausing for to kneel and check something at the base of one of the tall, lopsided spires. Under the person's touch some of the nodes lighted up, while others powered down, their lights ebbing away to darkness.
            U.'s guide patiently waited for the question.
            “Who is that?”
            “That is the Artifex. He maintains and tweaks the Machine, so that people like you may experience it to the fullest.”
            “What does he do here?”
            “He maintains and tweaks the Machine, so that people like you may experience it to the fullest.”
            U. took to sliding his fingers across the surfaces of the lopsided mounds by which he passed. Some parts of the spires were completely corroded, while others had a pristine metallic shine, while still others gave off sparks or oozed a strange type of bluish liquid which stuck to one's fingers and chilled the flesh. U. and his guide slowly moved through the jagged environment, and the guide patiently waited up for him when something peculiarly interesting occupied U.'s attention. The stooped, dwarfish figure of the Artifex paid no attention to them, and shimmied on as if they were not there. A deep hood shaded its face, and, although he strained his eyes, U. could not make out its features. Who was he?
            “You will know soon enough, U. Please, over there. The Machine is waiting.”
            The walls of the large warehouse space were lined with narrow, tall, sliding doors made of a cheap tin metal. The guide paused next to one of them, and motioned for U. to come nearer. He slid the doors deftly open, and the rattle of the thin doors pierced U.'s ears. He stepped forward.
            “Come in. Welcome to your Machine.” The two of them stepped into a small chamber. A padded reclining chair was connected to the surrounding walls by monolithic curbs which presumably sheltered sheaves of wires. All curbs and surfaces of the chamber were lined with dark, rubbery tubes, which occasionally connected to larger metallic vectors. The room was dark, and no sound yet escaped from the large contraption that nestled itself around the small padded settee which sat directly in the middle of the cramped room. The darkness was only pierced by a small aperture which looked up onto the night sky. The softly diffused moonlight settled itself directly on the central chair like a spotlight, giving it a seemingly white complexion.
            U. walked around the chamber, interested in every minute detail of the design. He saw large pistons being bathed in the blue cooling fluid, their metallic bodies being washed over like the faces of the drowned. Huge clusters of thin, white tubes lined the ceiling corners, where they rested like huge beehives. They looked down onto the room below, ominous, heavy, and seemingly about to tumble like a cluster of ripe grapes.
            Upon the touch of a button from the guide, the room lit up and the large white beehives started flashing like rainbow. The soft moonlight was ripped apart by the electric drizzle emitted from the screens and dials of the contraption.
             While U. was checking out the strange interior, the guide started a monologue, speaking softly.
            “This is your Machine. As you may have noticed, there are many Machines, all lining the walls of the Central Chamber. This means that not everyone has the same Machine as you do. They vary, because the experiences vary. You see, the Machine is an enigma, a labyrinth. It changes its physical properties - its circuits, its wiring, its software, everything – based on the mental capacities of the user. The users come together, and create its environment by themselves and for themselves. The nature of this process is still a mystery, and only Him, that great Artifex we've caught a glimpse of, knows the minute working s of it. And even he does not understand all.”
            “So what can I expect from it?” asked U. while slowly running his palm over a large copper dial.
            “You can expect all and nothing. You will fuse with the larger system of the great Machine. What happens there stays there for each to figure out for the self. It is a risk; it is an investment. Some stay linked to the Machine for decades and decades. Eventually, they atrophy, their mouths ooze a strange liquid, and their flesh turns rubbery and non-responsive. Some choose never to leave the labyrinth, and rather fuse, becoming one with that great, mysterious being. 
            Others enter the labyrinth's inner sanctum, receive, and re-emerge.
             You see, the Machine may be found everywhere, connected with other centres all over the world. It is in constant flux; it constantly evolves and morphs, growing new appendages, forming new connections, while letting others atrophy. It regulates itself, do you see? In this, it is an organism in the truest sense; yet, created by the celestial art of man.”
            Here the guide paused, and his eyes roamed the chamber with an appreciative air.
            “Have you been in the Machine?”
            “Yes. But I am only a servant. The Machine has been good to me.”
            U. noticed the guide kneeling mechanically by the door, his eyes still riveted on the glossy surfaces of the wired walls around him. The being sat down on its haunches, and bowed its back. Its forehead touched the ground with a metallic clink. Its back then returned to its upright position and it proceeded to reach into a small pouch in his caftan, pulling out a little copper card. It then got up and, with that peculiar rhythmic gait, walked over to the nearest greenly flashing terminal. The screen of the terminal was filled with algorithms, occasionally flashing geometrical shapes which mingled and coalesced into twirling, dynamic, psychedelic patterns, their permutations seemingly inexhaustible.
            “Are you ready to fuse?”
            “Yes.” said U. and his voice was surprisingly calm.
            “Then sit down.”
            U. proceeded to sit down into the soft settee which enveloped him like a bean bag chair.
            “Ab antiquo ad aeterno,” mumbled the guide and proceeded to swipe the copper card into a slot next to the main terminal. The Machine clicked and whirred, a myriad valves and lifter galleries sliding into place; it started its mad dash towards oblivion. A large headset, until then suspended a few feet above the central chair descended ominously onto U.'s face. Its touch was soft and rubbery, and U. could only see blackness. His body relaxed into the strange contraption, and his senses bristled with expectation.
            Then an explosion of colour and sound filled his brain until it overflowed with electric sensation and U. settled in for the long haul.


Jim Stein

Thursday, 15 May 2014

Takuan's Cat

Takuan Sōhō ( 1573- 1645) was a rōshi (teacher) of the Rinzai sect of Buddhism. He was born just as the Warring States period of Japanese history was coming to a close, and wrote his major work “The Unfettered Mind” as a Zen treatise on the art of the Japanese sword. He is also credited with inventing the pickled daikon radish, now called Takuan in his honour.


Takuan's Cat

Image credit: Mariusz Szmerdt,  http://sumi-e.pl/  
To let the mind travel
from navel to eye
from object to subject
and back to a place
            where it has never been
 is a slippery one
The cat is silly
it moves to and fro
playing tag with its tail
But the benevolent force of history pulls taut the copper string
tighter and tighter, until the cat is dragged in
            screaming
and finally tied
its green helpless eyes darting side to side
silent,
            fully
                        immobilized
It hates the tight string
and all itself,
But then,
            then
             An event still to be explained
the string uncoils like a reel fertile with fish
and the cat lives again,
and gives thanks for its freedom
with each arbitrary unit of time that passes





An Answer to Takuan


Feline tracks in fresh-fallen snow
where lies the place to where
your stray cat returns?




Jim Stein

Tuesday, 15 April 2014

The CAIRO Launch

The concrete city of Bunkr Parukářka closed itself around us. I was ready for the show. There were wozzy burgers and booze; “Eat them before they eat you,” the bowler hat yelled. We laughed. The lights in the concrete halls went from neon blue to red. We populated these narrow tubes of stale air as the damp earth closed in on us. We lingered there like mongrels around an abandoned bar; smoking, while a man in t-shirt took pictures.

And there were books. All the Equus titles sprawled out on the table; a black and white picture of a woman's ass screaming up at you - Bataille. Some titles had colored covers, and there was even a cover with a frightened monkey with electrodes strapped to its head, imagine that. The prices were fair.

And then, at one point, as the night was getting started (it's really a question of the chicken or the egg), the gimp showed up. That's really the point of this whole thing, is the gimp. A little pitbull of a man burst onto the scene. A latex hood concealed his face, and sported leather gloves. All in black, he made up half of Bruce Wellie's retinue (you DO know Bruce Wellie, Don't YA?), the other being Artie Finkelsomething, Wellie's manager, agent, and possibly life-long mate. The gimp fit in somehow, but it really all got lost in the general hubbub. Artie stood there while Bruce strummed guitar and sang into a wobbly mike. An old-time watch in one hand, Artie made sure that Bruce doesn't go overtime. It happens. We laughed.

The atmosphere of the place was Fallout 2 meets Stalker, and many of us fine people found ourselves wondering just how well we would fare if the mushroom really did explode and sent the crystal death down on our heads. You should've seen the toilets. But it didn't seem to matter in the end, because there were two good ones up front by the bar. That's where the toilet paper was. I checked.

And then there was the book launch. Everyone really was waiting for that, even the gimp I think, because he sat up front with the others. Armand was seen reading from his new title CAIRO, which is really great (I haven't read it yet). He was sporting a bowler hat and Lennon sunglasses- very steampunk. And there was also David Vichnar, the publisher of Equus, who had on one of those Palestinian scarfs- a Keffiyeh, dear sir. And there was some sort of really cool sax player, but it all got lost in the general hubub.
Image credits: Veronika Vlak
Finally, the Turpentine Ray finished the deal by playing some sweet American tunes. The music went down like starstriped honey, occasionally goin' south for some of that Mississippi mud. Mark Tierney at the mic sang with soul.  Only the cello player seemed out of place, because really, no one expects cello in a bluegrass band. He sat there strumming that beautiful piece of dark wood, while the people around him howled for guts.

But in between all this there was stuff goin' on, business taken care of, sh*t put on the table. Thor Garcia was around, although, wait, get this, I overheard David asking Thor why he won't publish the next book with Equus, and Thor was all like, “No, wait, still working on it.” So that's a piece of info right there. But it did all get lost in the general hubbub. Also, somebody told me that I have a habit of rolling cigarettes furtively. Furtively. Now I'm not gonna name names or anything, but it did happen, which I found kinda cold. The gimp walked by. We laughed.

Jim Stein

Sunday, 16 March 2014

Lait

We walk down streets in icy sleet
and sometimes see our breath
while steeples of Parisiz churches look down our fragrant words
Cheeks red, we exhale rainbows
            they turn to spent motor oil on pavement
and words entwine in corroded copper beanstalks
            which grow next to gaping steps
            they beckon on and into depths
            of the Metropolitain
from France mouths words pour like onion soup
and lean doe eyes, flutter with winter butterflies.
A baguette is our daily bread, and we give thanks;
Street swindlers take our self-esteem, and we course.
and look down windy boulevards
            stretching out
            into regions unseen,
Where taut black men sell keychain Eiffel towers made of ebony,
they look into milky distance;
see smiling café vendors fall backwards into golden vats
            of vanilla mousse
they froth at the mouth, irises turned skywards
as if God himself, the one up there
had kissed their shrivelled cock-
The distance calls to us
in a language we  understand, but vaguely recognize.
            Our flight leaves tomorrow
            The snows cover the region, and will not let up
                        for       another                   
                                                           forty days

 Jim Stein

Friday, 14 February 2014

Fishing Village

The wide canvas ocean
drips down into salty mists
to finally condense in a thick blue wine
and lick with an icy tongue
the rolling Land- an ancient sea bed
Long silver pikes swim through pines
            their glass irises black
            a window into Void
forests sway to rhythm the  water's currents
            cold as needles
they propel each other, to and through.
There, walking on grime
a myriad fishermen fathers covered by algae
            and tepid barnacles
eyes locked, they push and hoist
            there and back
            there and back
 through shaded crags filled with tobacco tea  
Where stone slabs, megalithic pillars look up, towards the loud sun
             gulls cry their orders to the buffet of life,
             and see only their own reflection on the silver waters
But below the mirror
among dancing seaweeds
            'dem groin hairs of the sea
live sly, mongrel bodies.


-          Jim Stein

Monday, 23 December 2013

Something something

Our shoe shop world spins
because the Absolute has been defused
            thank God
We drown out the reek of toe jam
            in a steady white noise
            The shit-soaked bass notes of the earth
            and the icy chime of the sky -unheard
Dressed up and spineless
            ambassadors for the imaginary
            we sit around and smoke big brands
            no filter
Machine mouth
            grips our heaving chests
            and licks that pigeon of a heart
            with a tongue, the color of which
            is gummy bear
Our symptoms we consume like energy drinks
            turpentine on an empty stomach
            we prowl the sound-soaked basements of our nights
            cock-hungry for a hormone joy ride
only to come back
and look through the domestic
chaos of our suddenly small bedrooms
for that time when
            it still used to be fun

- Jim Stein